I hide, I evade and yes, I damn well lie
But it keeps coming back
In the periphery of my mind’s eye
More invasively every fucking time
It hurts so damned much
The anger, the disgust
My own breach of self trust
What will it take…
To make it all go away?
Who will come sweep up the pieces
When I crumble? Break? Disintegrate?
Lie, scattered all over the floor
Broken open… Exposed to my very core?
What do I do, to be free?
From everything it should have never been
Accept it for the madness it was…I must!
I need no longer give in
To an age old, primitive lust.
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